This is so Relevant

to my blog name. "I love you"? Okay, really? Did you mean that or are you just messing around like you always do? Because if you meant that, then I'd like to believe you, but there are so many things you've done in the past that make me not care about the things you say anymore because they're usually not true. How do I respond to this message? If I doubt you when you mean it, I might regret it. But if I believe you, I might hurt myself if it was just a joke. I don't know what your deal is, but I've never felt so sure, yet confused at the same time. My thoughts are soo scrambled! If it's true, I just hope I won't be an idiot and push you away like I do to everyone else. "Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them."