Hanging Out

I said that I didn't want to hang out with you because I didn't want to feel uncomfortable like how I felt on Tuesday. Quite honestly, I really enjoyed today; It was cutesy, but not over the top and you didn't try anything too sketchy, just putting your arm around me and holding my hand. I think that's my favorite part even though it's kinda gross cause my hands are so disgustingly sweaty all the time =( Oh and you keep throwing around the word "love" which does slightly bother me because I only want you to say it to me if you mean it. I think you're really trying though. Before it was just flirting and all that through text, but this is in person and you keep saying stuff like "Oh I like you" but that's so hard to believe because I fell for it like three times already and I don't want to fall for it again. I liked hanging out with you today though, even if it was only for about an hour, it was with you and thankfully, I didn't feel weird or awkward or uncomfortable. I'm glad you're able to make me feel more at ease around you cause no other guy's been able to do that.