Almost Kiss

I keep thinking about it...How close we were to each other. How our heads were leaning against each other's and our lips were centimeters away from another. I can't exactly remember all the details, but your hands were either around my back or on my hips. I'm leaning towards the latter. And I can't really remember how fast my heart was beating, but I just remembered thinking that this CAN'T happen. Not right now because I'm still not sure if you'd actually want to kiss me or if you were just joking around again. But you keep bringing it up and I suppose that if you didn't want to kiss me, you wouldn't keep talking about it. Maybe/Hopefully next time if I we're ever in the same position, I won't do the same thing and chicken out. Cause I was actually pretty okay with kissing you, I guess I just pulled away because I was afraid of getting hurt in case it didn't mean anything. But seriously, every time I think about it, I get the picture of how close we were to each other and then my stomach starts getting butterflies (cheeesy..) and then I begin to think about the picture if we DID kiss and that's when my stomach feels like it's just dropped from Tower of Terror. You, Me, and Our "almost kiss"....