I Guess I'm Not Surprised

There I go again, having stupid hopes that maybe one day things will change and that one day maybe things can be different. I really thought they were. The way we were talking to each other and how we acted with each other. I had thought that I knew you better this time around. I guess I do know you. You're still a flirt and you still know exactly what to say to make me believe that you're different. But the fact that you made me think you changed when you really didn't just proves that you're exactly the way you were since the beginning. I mean sure, maybe we know each other better and maybe I do know your ways and you know my limits and how far you can push me, but I thought that because of that we could move on past those things. I guess you just got better at your game and I got better at overanalyzing things. Of course I think it's safe to say that I've learned and matured from everything I've gone through with you, but a part of me is still as stupid and naive as ever. All those hints and signs and cute things you said...who knew that they were just words and nothing more? I mean you've done it with me before, how could I think that this time around you'd mean them? Well like I said, I guess I'm not surprised.