So today and a little bit of yesterday we kind of had this semi-argument/fight. It was one of the worst things I've ever experienced with you because it didn't make me happy, it didn't make me mad, it just made me feel at a loss for words, which was strange because that never happens. I thought you were going to break up with me and you thought I was going to break up with you. I don't ever want our relationship to reach this level again because it sucked to not have a single clue what I should say. Maybe having this dispute was beneficial for us and maybe it'll build us stronger in the end, I just hope that we'll get through everything together.
I was upset at you earlier today, so I just wanted the hangout with the girls to come faster so I could forget about everything. But then stupid things happened at the hangout and I wanted nothing more than to be in your comforting arms. Then when I saw you, a wave of bitterness washed over me and I didn't want to speak to you very much, but somehow we talked again and we made up and things were kind of back to normal. Except it was a satisfying day because we both got through a small, stupid misunderstanding, which means that we're going to have the strength to do it again if it ever happens. :)
"What? Why would I ever leave you? No, never."
No comments:
Post a Comment