Jealousy

I don't understand why, but I don't want to talk to you at the moment. You haven't texted me and I haven't texted you but frankly, I don't really care. Are you still mad at me for wanting to go to homecoming? Cause it really was a misunderstanding and a mistake and if you're holding that against me, then wow. I know I messed up your surprise and I'm more than sorry for it, but again, it's not like I knew. I guess you have been talking to me a little more differently. And I guess I understand why. Oh and then I notice that you try these tactics to get me jealous? First, "Tiffany" texts you that she misses you or whatever. Second, you're going to homecoming with Becky. Third, you're going to ask out Ashley your paper editor. Do you do these things to see if I'd get jealous? I hear some people find it cute when girls get jealous because they want their significant other to themselves. But in other scenarios, I hear that it's annoying when girls are jealous and clingy. And that is the LAST thing I want to seem: clingy. I admit, it does make me a tad bit jealous when you talk about other girls like that, but I mean, it's not like I'm going to admit that to you. I still don't think we're quite there yet, sharing all our emotions with each other and whatnot. Not gonna lie though, I do feel a twinge of guilt and jealousy at the moment.