It's a Big Deal

Note: I can't believe I haven't blogged for a freaking month! That is so depressing... I guess I stopped writing on here because my time just became taken up and used on other things. I'm sorry blog. I promise I'll start writing on here more since summer is approaching

I don't think you even read this blog anymore since you just read my Tumblr now. If you don't read this anymore, that might be a good thing because then I'll really be able to let everything out without being afraid that you might say something about it. I'm about to talk to you right now actually. I told you that I need to talk to you about it, but honestly, I really don't have much to say. The only thing I can say is "I wish it didn't happen" What else am I supposed to say after that? If I plan to only say 5 words, why make it sound like a big deal by saying "I need to talk to you" because now it sounds serious. Well maybe it's because it is serious. It's because those 5 words hold so much power and and so much meaning behind them that it was necessary to elaborate on them and make the conversation sound more serious. Goodness, I don't even know if this makes sense, but that doesn't matter because this is not for reading purposes, it's for blogging purposes.