Hearts and Diamonds

I never thought we'd be where we are. Just one little mistake made me start feeling this way. Normally I would get over it and we would be fine again, but for some reason, a sorry won't do. Other times weren't too big of a deal so I just let it go, but this one can't slide. When you're trying to teach someone a lesson, you can't just let them off easy because you love them or because you want to give them another chance. There are only so many chances before you have to take a step back and realize what you're doing. I'm worth more than that. I should have realized that I'm more precious than the most expensive diamond in the world and that belittling myself for someone else is one of the most horrible things you can do to yourself. I only wish I realized it sooner. And now I'm left in a state of confusion. I know it's my fault, but now I'm confused as to how I feel about you. There is so much doubt in this relationship, this thing we call love. I said that I still love you, but I mean it in a way where a best friend loves a best friend. I care about you and I want you to be happy, but the spark and the magic and the love...it just isn't there anymore. I guess it's up to you, do you want to try and win my heart back? Or do you want to continue our relationship as friends? Because as of now, I can't say that I'm in love with you anymore.