Forced

Where are you when I need you the most? It's like you don't even care. You say that I can come to you and talk to you about anything, but sometimes I feel like I can't bring up certain things with you. I don't know, I feel like yesterday and today have all been completely fake. Of course there are things said that we mean with each other, but aside from that, the small talk sounds forced. It's sad to think that you can't come to the one person you should trust the most with everything you want to.