Puzzles

This paranoia is gnawing at me from the inside. I can't even explain it; I wouldn't be able to if I tried. I don't know why I feel this way, I don't know why I still think about it. I know I need to stop because it's ridiculous and it's getting out of hand and I feel pretty pathetic. I think it's because I overthink everything, plus I'm insecure and my thoughts are all jumbles. But there's something wrong with me, I feel that things are out of place, but I can never put my finger on it. I can never figure out or try to explain the puzzle inside my head. But in any case, if you happen to read this post, which you will eventually, I wouldn't advise you to worry or dwell on it too much. :)