Married

I wish I could be with you all the time. You bring out the positive energy in me and you just always make my days better. I don't know why I'm thinking about it now, but the future popped into my mind. Not the high school, college, career future. The get engaged, get married, have a life future. I know we talked about how we're going to last through this together and eventually we're going to get married. I know it's such a far statement since accomplishing that is so so difficult especially because we're so young. My feelings haven't changed about it, I still want it to happen. Sometimes I just daydream and think about how our life would be if we were together, happily married. Will we get along? Will we fight often? Are we going to fight about who does what? I don't know, sometimes I feel as though my teenage years are prolonging themselves on purpose. Other times I wish I could always be a teenager and not have to grow up and face responsibilities. But then I thought about it and whichever way things turned out, it wouldn't matter because if this lasts like we said it would, I'd be facing everything with you. And I know that if I have that much, anything will be bearable.