4 hour conversations from late night til early morning? I always cherish these things between you and me

I'm not exactly sure what I'm supposed to be feeling towards you right now.

I saw you today. I feel as though every time I see you, I reach a new level of happiness that I've never felt before. When we first hugged today I didn't want to let go for a second, your hugs are so warm and welcoming. The confinement of your arms is where I want the rest of my life to be. The feeling I get whenever I see you is so indescribable; these are times when I know we're going to last through this relationship because I know that I could never feel this way about anybody else in the world. I'm sorry if it seems like I ever doubted the strength of our relationship, I know that we're going to make it through everything.

There are so many questions I could ask him, but I won't since it won't matter because I'm with you.

Planning Ahead

Now I know exactly how you feel about planning ahead. The excitement and hard work you put into it in hopes that you and your partner will have the perfect night and experience you hoped for. All of those feelings built up just to have them shattered with a simple "I can't, I'm busy." Even though it's neither person's fault, you just feel the need to blame it on them. Even though you love them, you want to scream in their face that this was supposed to be the perfect night and how could they be so careless and insensitive not to try and reschedule their other plans? It's just how things work. Things aren't going to shape according to YOUR perfect plans, no matter how much work and dedication you put into it. I understand now baby, and I'm sorry about all the fights we got into because of this in the past. But things happen. Sometimes you can start over and sometimes that chance was the only one you had. Regardless, we still have each other and that's just about all we need.

Judgment

A LOT of people judge our relationship. They think you're too old for me or whatever. I mean come on, three years is supposed to be a big gap?! But regardless of what they think, I promise you with my whole entire heart that I will NEVER leave you just because someone has a certain opinion about us.